My Second Home

Hi lovelies,

Actually dah few days online tapi x berjaye gak nak post pape update (sempat approve and reply comments je). Seriously rase takde idea nak menulis. It's lil bit hectic nowadays. I remembered my life schedule totally changed two years ago.  Bermulalaa sesi hidup yang agak busy (bukan busy jadi wanita bekerjaya pun). Memang sangat unexpected and tiresome. I need to pull lots of time, energy and concentration when i am at the HOSPITAL!  Yes, i am talking about hospital right now. It's my SECOND HOME! (simpanlaa angan2 kalau nak baca post pasal saye survey rumah or beli rumah. i'm not buying new home ya.. esp dalam masa terdekat nih. bajet lari! huhu). Oh, bukan saye yang sakit.. saye teman orang sakit je.

 kite harus tutup mulut dan hidung ye bila kat hosp. lagi2 kalau anda stok cepat sakit mcm saye (opss.. tue penutup mata sbnrnye). sile abaikan mata panda tue.. penat berjaga :p

cara nak hiburkan hati di hospital? sile bermain dengan segala gadget yang ade :)

Hospital memang tempat paling x best for me. Since immune system ni macam x bape nak betul so definitely hospital is a place that i avoid most. Dengan kesejukan yang amat then dikelilingi orang2 yang sakit, badan nie cepat je rase lemah. But then i left with no choice. Since my mum hospitalized and diagnosed with hyperthyroidism, i'm the one yang selalu jadi driver bawak dia pegi hospital for medical check ups and appointments.  Same goes to my father. When he was admitted in ICU for heart attack and later undergone angiogram procedure, sayelaa gak yang slalu teman dia jumpa doc or went to replenish his medicines. I am not complaining here, it's my duty as a daughter and i am more than happy to accompany them.  Since i'm the one with most flexible working hours jadinye memang sayelaa yang slalu jadi peneman my parents. I know i'm not capable nak bagi duit riban2 kat my parents.. all i have is my time for them.. setakat ni itulah yang paling mampu saye bagi (sebab tue i'm comfortable with my job and agak disturbed when people ask me to find 'better' job. i have flexible time table and very sporting boss! what else do i need to ask for? lagi2 dalam keadaan macam ni kan)

lapar macam mana sekali pun, bile kat hospital sure x bape lalu nak makan. jadinye telan sandwich je pon dah cukup

 take over tempat pesakit... mmg over!

I remembered i put this blog on hiatus once when my father and sister got admitted in different hospital at the same time (note: u can read HERE). Memang agak kelam kabut since i need to travel from my home to Pantai Hospital in Bangsar & Tropicana Medical Centre in Kota Damansara nearly everyday. Rasenye 24 jam tue spent on the road and hospital je. Then before tue my late grandfather pun masuk hospital sebab diabetes. Hurm.. kadang2 gerun gak sebab fikir sume penyakit nie genetically inherited. Memang kena jaga sangat2 kesihatan diri (tapi nampak gaya cam x jage sangat je.. adess)

 pilih menu tuk pesakit  tapi ikut selera tukang jaga.. sebabnye tukang jaga yang bedal lebih2 :p

Anyway, after berbulan2 tak berkampung kat hospital.. tup2 dua hari lepas my mum got admitted again (this time at Tawakkal Hospital). Before dat berulang kat HKL  sebab ingat her case x severe sangat. Doctors kat sane suspected her for having dengue fever. Hairan gak since they already knew her medical history (thyroid problem) but still they focus more on her fever. Bila tukar hospital terus tau main issue is the thyroid! Her heart swelling giler2 and enlarged, pastue air dah masuk dalam paru2, toxicity dalam badan tinggi, immune system down.. adeh, bile dengar sume tue nak terduduk je rase. 3 hari ulang alik ke HKL buat blood test bagai tapi diaorg classified as dengue fever? (just bcoz her platelet count dropped too much?) Selamat cepat tukar hospital. Kalau masuk wad sane konfem my mum jadi diaorg pnye bahan uji kaji. Last time penah gak jadi gitu.. 2-3 hari masuk wad then diaorg test itu ini tapi result ape pun x tahu (mentang2 masa mula masuk tue admitted kat 3rd class je.. then bila insist nak tukar ke 1st class since ade GL diaorg siap tahan my mum plak from changing ward. Punyelaa bergaduh bagai  nak rak ngan pihak hospital)  Kalau nak citer detail kejadian tue panjang sbnrnye, tp kite cut it short jelaa ye. I am not saying yang govt. hospital tak bagus. It just kalau condition pesakit tue agak teruk and dah tahu medical history dier  melibatkan penyakit yang agak high risk, better put them kat private hospital first. Then bila  dah dpt full diagnosis barulaa pindah govt hosp (especially if u r govt servant kan, rugilaa if x gune ur GL). Since dah banyak kali ulang alik hospital jadinye somehow bleh compare laa their attentiveness and efficiency. Part yang paling crucial skali ialah nak dptkan precise  diagnosis! Once dh ade full report baru senang decide on the treatment plan.

my new home....

Well, as for my mum.. she's still at High Dependency Unit (less critical than ICU). So malam2 xleh nak teman dia. She's very weak physically and mentally. Dia jenis x suke makan ubat and x suke masuk hospital. Malam2 dia nangis sebab kena tinggal sorg2. Sedih memang sedih bila tengok dia macam tue... tapi nk buat camner, dh rules hospital state yang family members xleh menunggu malam. Harap2 she will stabilize soon and then leh tukar ke normal ward. So senang we ols nak jaga and visit dia. Baiklah, nak kena get some rest.. today it's my turn tuk jaga my mum. Please pray for her speedy recovery kay! TQ :)

p/s: to my dear BFF mummy bunny... thanks a lot sebab dtg visit my mum eventho x bape sehat.. siap dtg bwk foods bagai.. really appreciate it dear. May Allah grant u with good health and many good return. Get well soon okay! XOXO :)

Best regards,